Heart broken by self betrayal
We opt for the safe and familiar route. Predictable behaviour is our prison that keeps us in the loop. We sit within the hive mind culture of good and evil, what has become acceptable in our life. To feel normal, a part of society, we cling tightly to our family and peer groups. As the course of lessons continues to unfold our evolution, it keeps us from who we truly are what we truly love.
Over time we start to feel resentment, being kept in this safety bubble. Our survival perception is limited, unsupported by our divine design, we begin to feel neglected and misunderstood. We fail to realise the painful truth. We have not supported our dreams, our true desires, but opted to fit into accepting the default mode of society. As a safety precaution and measure of our worth.
Our neglected self is misunderstood; repeats lessons to form habits we wear as part of our identity. They create veils of illusionary manifestations of a life we resent. Blame the world and feel trapped in our submissive reality. Courage has escaped our heart and we long for this sacred connection. It consumes our energy, draining the life force meant for our unapologetic creative liberation.
When the heart touches a forbidden desire we feel unsafe
What was once joyful and playful turns into ugliness and restrictions to threaten our well-being directed by a guardian or supervisor equipped with a bible of rules and regulations. The law comes down on us; we are guilty until proven innocent by a panel of jury. They hold the evidence against us, fed to them by live/evil witnesses at the scene of the crime. What was our crime exactly? The majority of cases brought before court have everything and nothing to do with the ten commandments. Their interpretations however are another matter that the rules and regulations, precedents determine as the gospel.
The twisted meanings you swear an oath to tell the truth work against you, as per their design. Punishment for our crimes begin when we fail to understand who we really are and what has happened to us. When we refuse to pursue the truth and decide to follow the law of one planet instead of our own heart. When the heart touches a forbidden desire, we feel unsafe, we are frightened of going to jail. Not for serious crimes against humanity but for serious crimes against our own heart.
Thou shalt not have any other gods before me
The first question to ask before we assume a common definition of the word god, to ask why is this a crime to have other gods? What is the true purpose of this statement, what was this first commandment warning us about? Perhaps there was more than one God to choose from? Why would it really matter who we chose to consider as God anyway? There must have been good reasons, it would certainly be important and relative to our purpose and support in life.
The warning directly impacting us, to influence and control situations that work against us. Keeping this in mind when considering the next question, who is God? This is a personal opinion that has developed to fit into religious categories, each with a message. An expression of something undetectable, yet vivid in conscious imagination.
Who is God?
If God is held as imagination, an omnipresent and omnipotent source of energy that seeks to develop personal relationships with each soul, why would it live outside of us. The most powerful being and ruler is not found outside our mind, but within it. Within our consciousness we connect to this spirit who is there to protect and guide us. So, if we begin to seek God in the churches, through priests, gurus, and saviours, they are part of the other Gods before you.
When we forget to focus our mind within our own heart we start to worship other gods. Imagining they are the ultimate power who know all the answers and can direct us. Our energy is directed to other entities, corporations and religious affiliations instead of looking within ourselves to connect via our personal energy and creative force. Before me, means before choosing other Gods, you choose yourself. In order to have a personal connection with source creator.
Power is self love
Admiring or loving someone even at the detriment of ourselves would be considered as worship of other gods. By giving our power away as representatives of source creator we forfeit our will and give up authority given to us to conduct our lives. Instead of seeking an intimate connection with the god source within our being. Other people’s judgements and limiting beliefs will directly affect you, should you take their word or advice to heart.
We have to remember not to seek the opinions of others when making personal decisions. For nobody else knows our heart better than ourselves. To give up authority and allow another to run your life slowly erodes self-worth and guarantees you will not be supported in what you love.
